My Baby's First Birthday

When I found out I was pregnant in April of 2011, I was told that my estimated Due Date would be December 21, 2011.

This is when I am going to consider my child's birthday.

Last year, I got a tattoo so that my little baby Cay would always be right by my side.

My First ultrasound, the first time I saw my baby's heartbeat.

My little baby would be one year old today.

In rememberance, I want to get a birthday candle, the number one.

I want to burn this candle for one hour in his memory tonight.

I'm just hoping I can get to Wal-Mart tonight and scrounge up the change since we won't be able to cash our checks today.

Tonight will be about the child I lost. 

I will focus on him.